★etoile

it's all in the cause for my g.o.o.d. love

2010-04-16T16:53:00.003+08:00

i've moved.

if you really wanna know where i am now, you'd better run

the love that the world offers would not always stay by my side

2010-04-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

well- i don't really know what to say. this year's sports carnival was a ~~stupid~~ complete disappointment.
i could've wasted my three hours in a better way rather than sitting in the hall and watching some movie.
though the movie was extremely touching and motivating.

all i can say was that today was a complete emotional rollercoaster for me.
i didn't even realise that a person is capable of feeling so many things in the same day.

OMG, I JUST REALISED THAT B2ST ALMIGHTY IS SHOWING TOMORROW! ♥
thanks singyee for reminding me! haha, you're awesome!

I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

2010-04-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Look at the gorgeous chocolate, tempting isn't it? ;)
My awesome dad just bought it back from Macau just now!
It's amazing how my parents seem to know exactly what I want without me telling them.
Like, the other day I was telling Singyee how much I wanted to eat dried apples, 'cause it was like potato chips but instead was a much healthier option.
Then that very afternoon, a bag of dried apples appeared on my dining table, which left me shocked. That was kinda creepy. Haha.
Then I was telling my sisters and my friends how much I'd kill for Godiva chocolates, and the next thing I know, my dad comes home with a Platinium collection of it.
Trust me, the first bite of that chocolate is like heaven. But the price was pretty hefty. It's still worth it nonetheless!

I'm so not in the mood to study globalisation. Nothing seems to be getting into my head now.
I think it's an after-effect of those chocolates.

This coming week is gonna be pretty hectic for me, and it will also seriously cut down the time I have to head over to the gym.
If I don't go, I'll be wasting my own money. Which irritates me, alot. It's not as if we'd do something useful and beneficial while we're in ASP or something.
The Physics ASP last week was simply a waste of time. The teacher should've just printed out the answers to the worksheet and shove it in our faces.

I have so many things that I wanna get done when the June holidays come around.
Annnnd there's this crazy need to save up loads of money, 'cause there's so many things that I wanna do, but so little money D;
I also want a polaroid camera! Ugh, things nowadays seem to suck the money out of me recently.

p/s I can't wait for B2ST Almighty to show on MTV & for people to get it subbed.

Hyunseung & Yoseob! ♥

Did I mention how awesome Yoseob and Hyunseung looked? Check out from 0:53 for Hyunseung's part! (How can someone sing and dance so well at the same thing plus looking incredible?) And from 1:15 for Yoseob's part! (God, his vocals are heavenly. Plus, he looks uber cute!)

It's so cute to see their laidback selves after watching their super ~~hot~~ breathtaking performance!

you follow what you feel inside. it's intuitive, you don't have to try

2010-04-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

as you can see from above, i've been awfully bored & thus is fooling around with my new love, my marc jacobs hobo bag ♥

Gonna be heading out early tomorrow morning, to go over to my new house and get some things done. Not exactly sure what I'm supposed to do there, but well- I'll know when I get there I guess.

Ah. And my homework's piled up, undone. It feels like the holidays once again, but I know that everything will resume like it was once Monday arrives. That annoys and irritates me. I've just about gotten enough of school.

come to me, oh oh oh tonight.

2010-03-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

Ah, BEAST's Yoseob is just too adorable! I love his vocals, too perfect! ♥

xx, shock.

This night is heart pumping, my heart is beating

2010-03-27T14:21:00.001+08:00

after school made their comeback! of course, the eight girls were looking awesome.

oh! and rumour has it that mblaq is filming their new music video. i can't wait for their comeback, along with lee hyori's and rain's!

april's in a few days.
guess time waits for no one, the days start counting down.

p/s i just made toffee bars. sinfully delicious ♥

overdue

2010-03-20T11:47:00.003+08:00

English:
~~Compo Plan 'Power'~~
Picture Discussion Day ~~1 2 3 4~~ 5 6 7 8 9 10
~~Newsletter Reflection~~

Chinese:
Practice Paper 3 4
Letter writing
Composition

Amaths:
Ex 1.3
Misc Ex 21
Discovering Amaths Chp 16 17 18

Science(Chemistry):
~~TYS Mole~~
TYS Speed of Reaction
~~TYS Chemical Bonding~~

Science(Physics):
~~TYS~~ I don't think I'll do this, so I might as well just strike it out

Humanities:
~~Wiki Assignment~~

inspired

2010-03-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

i can't help but feel bored at this time of the night.
p/s, i love my blazer. gorgeous, isn't it?
it was on discount at zara. :D

guess who?

2010-03-20T00:54:00.000+08:00

it's mblaq! i like joon & mir! ♥
i'm uber addicted to their shows recently. like idol army and star golden bell and stuff.
and gosh. it's impossible for me to finish my homework by this week.
screwed.

here's one of mblaq's song which i love love love!

anyway. happy 45th birthday, daddy! okay- technically speaking, it was yesterday.
if you don't look at dates, it was the march 19th yesterday.
oh yeah! snsd's run devil run is ringing in my head now.

if you're still seriously lagging behind in k-pop recently, here's the song that everyone's been talking about nowadays.
it was taken from ke$sha's demo.

when in rome

2010-03-17T22:49:00.001+08:00

have you guys checked out the latest romantic comedy of the year, when in rome? it features josh duhamel from transformers & kristen bell from forgetting sarah marshall!

basically, the story is about an ambitious young New Yorker (Kristen Bell) who is disillusioned with romance, and takes a whirlwind trip to Rome where she defiantly plucks magic coins from a ‘foolish’ fountain of love, inexplicably igniting the passion of an odd group of suitors: a sausage magnate (Danny Devito), a street magician (Jon Heder), an adoring painter (Will Arnett) and a self-admiring model (Dax Shepard). But when a charming reporter (Josh Duhamel) pursues her with equal zest, how will she know if his love is the real thing?

personally, i feel that beth should go for the painter. why? because firstly, the painter isn't as self-admiring as the model. if he was that self-admiring, he would not have the time to look after beth now, would he? secondly, he isn't charming. it is impossible to get love from charms. it must be from true feelings for each other. if that guy charmed you, what makes you think that he would not have charmed other girls as well? lastly, the painter really adores beth & i think that he should be the one worthy of her.

3 things that i would want to find in my partner. considering that i have yet to have a partner, i can list out my ideal type then. first, the guy must be taller than me, like preferably 175cm and above or something? it'd be awkward if he was shorter. :/ second, he'd have to be faithful and honest in our relationship. i cannot stand guys who two-time, and i find that annoying. if you can't get serious in one relationship, might as well don't start one in the first place. third, he must be good-looking. i mean, it's okay if he weren't those type of guys that make girls drop dead, but he'd have to be pretty decent i guess.

what do you think? my ideal type doesn't seem to exist huh. haha.

anyway, seriously catch the movie! i can assure you that it's gonna be awesome. if you don't believe, check out the trailer embedded below.

see? i told you that it'd be awesome. so yes!

Catch When In Rome Movie starting from 25th March 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

really hurt

2010-03-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

it's so much more convenient now for me to blog stuff, all thanks to google chrome's blogger extension.
no- if you're wondering, this really isn't an advertisement or something of that sort.
the holidays are here, which is an awesome thing. i mean, three months of studying and now, it's finally time to chill.
if that's possible.
my parents have been hunting down on me recently. probably it's due to the influence of their friends or something.
so, to be fair, i have to ask myself something.
what have i done in the past three months?
there are so many things that i could have accomplished within that amount of time, like perhaps studying so that i would not have failed my english in this case.
well, things that i've done. so far- i can only remember one. that is to sign on with fitness first. other than that, i can hardly remember anything.
seems like there are many small parts & parcels of my life that i haven't even got the chance to uncover yet.
oh yeah, another important thing which i've been wasting my time on is watching videos online.
seohyun & yonghwa looks too good together. xx

ohoh! and i just found out that zixian likes k-pop too! ♥
yay, it's awesome to find someone with the same interests.

not forgetting, esther. thanks so much girl, for helping me with my summary & also for lending me the la salle booklet! you rock! :)

oh yes, i'll get my hair done by this week. i've yet to decide on what i'll do, but i'll think of something.
this week, i shall spend my time more wisely instead of wasting it away and think things through.

what do i want to achieve by the end of 2010?

mistaken for strangers

2010-03-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

eh-heh. i'm in love with google chrome's blogger extension. it's awesome.

gotta catch some sleep. off to mrs. k tomorrow. xoxo

If you had just told me honestly

2010-03-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

guess what? i've found the perfect skin!
okay, so it probably wasn't the best, but blogskins is deprived of good skins recently.
i could only do with what i could get.

i miss my livejournal friends, for real :(
but still, live goes on.

p/s check out my awesome playlist at the left. if you can see it, that is.

ohoh. seohyun & yonghwa wgm is sooo cute! :D

no one

2010-03-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

i feel so irritated with blogskins. just cant seem to find a suitable skin for my blog. i'll check back in when i've found a nice one.

xx

chinese new year, backtrack

2010-03-08T21:02:00.001+08:00

i go crazy because of you

2010-03-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

i finally found the opportunity to get up & upload those new year pictures.

over here

p/s the updates will come after my imageshack uploader gets all the photos uploaded. it's gonna take some time :/

i'm a loner

2010-03-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

eh-heh. seems like i've stopped posting for another long time again.
school's been crazy busy recently.
and i'm supposed to be working on my script for environmental issues. probably this is just a way to procrastinate.
oh wait. i'm done. alright! i've finished all my homework that i was supposed to do for the day.
so what do you guys think of my new blogskin?
i know- it's nothing big but still...
:D

anyway, was at Fitness First today again. i feel like that place is slowly becoming more and more familiar by the minute.
the first time i went there, i was like a lost chicken but today, i feel a little more used to the way things work over there.
and i even got my card done up!
it looks retarded, but well. i was in my school uniform and carrying my bag at the same time when they asked me to take a picture, so oh well.
it feels amazing to go jogging and yeah- next time i shall take some time out to attend the pilates & yoga lesson that they have over there.
i'll be there from monday to friday during the march holidays, that's for sure.
i mean, since i already paid for it, why not? :D

tomorrow's thursday. we're heading off to bodyworlds! (yay)
i'll see if i can take some nice pictures or something. xoxo

lupin

2010-02-23T22:56:00.002+08:00

i need to talk to someone to talk to. desperately.

wishes

2010-02-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

happy birthday liyen!

p/s i know my overdued new year update is still missing. i'll get it up by the weekends, i promise!

home sweet home

2010-02-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

sneak peek of the actual update for my chinese new year!

who else best to fit into my sneak peek other than my two adorable cousins? stay tuned for more pictures & the actual post!

insomniac

2010-02-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

what's up people. i feel more alive now that my blog is, too.
i can't believe many things today. okay- so there's two things.

one, i spent five hours baking bread.
how stupid can i be? five hours?
thank god it didn't turn out horrendous. it was edible!
i can't wait for my breakfast tomorrow!

two, for spending close to an hour planning out my outfits for new year.
hey- it takes time to look good, alright?
i even got out a list of stuff i needa buy, and the things that will coordinate it.
i feel like some coordinator.
haha- no, seriously.
you guys must think that i'm joking, so i should show you all my awesome list of things to buy.
it's kinda long too :/

i'm going shopping tomorrow! for the final stuff for new year.
it doesn't feel as festive this year, i don't know why.
but getting new things feels awesome!
i'll update with the stuff that i'll be getting/have gotten tomorrow.
gosh, i feel so tempted to eat instant noodles and pretzels now.

i'm also sad, angry & depressed.
not coping well with my amaths. how could i have failed the test?
i really felt :/
wasn't a great feeling. i can only work harder now, right?
after getting the 'O's, then i'll think about my dream.
even my mum agree with me that i at least have to complete my secondary school education,
and have a perfect ending for it. then i can happily start another phase of my life.
well, just wasn't in the mood for laughing and stuff,
so that made me bake.
baking is fun. except for baking bread.
but then again, this way- i don't have to rely on gardenia anymore. yay me.

life still goes on, doesn't it?
i'll just have to see where it takes me and where i'll take it.

"Every night, thinking and tossing and turning, I can’t sleep
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen in the end
I close my eyes yet I can’t let go of this dream
If you’d just leave him and come to me"

- Taeyang, Wedding Dress

how long has it been since i felt that way?

my day at the cathay

2010-02-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

How do you think that I'll spend my New Year?

Of course I'll be at The Cathay with my lovely friends!

what? you've never been there before? well then- let me tell you how i shall spend my awesome time over there!

firstly, thanks to my love of music, the very first store that i will rush to would be Gramophone (like duh- do you even have to ask? :O) being me, i'll drag my friends there and spend like what, half my day there just to look at the rad CDs on sale!

next, who would survive without a daily Starbucks run? Girlfriends & I shall raid Starbucks and settle down with our fave drinks (p/s mine's Chocolate Cream Chip, they're delicious!) and we shall talk about girl stuff!

as soon as we get over our coffee ~~obsession~~ addiction, what do you think will be best to do after coffee? SHOPPING! there are soooo many cool stores located over at The Cathay that I think that we will need more than a day to raid ALL the stores there!

Must-sees:

NUMflipflops.com,

DressCode,

Spin The Bottle (for the most beautiful bags around!)

and +20 Bulbs (for the widest array of Internation brands!). I'm a tee-addict, so I'll ~~drag~~ encourage my girlfriends to go over to to-a-tee for some awesome tees! I mean, come on, who wouldn't wanna get nice stuff for the New Year? :)

Also, we have been intrigued by the store, Black Alice. There's so much gothic stuff and to tell you honestly, we're kinda hesitant to enter the store. But not anymore! It's just pretty cool to visit these kinda stores once in a while! We don't get to see these stores around as much today.

All I have been mentioning about was clothes! What about shoes? Obviously Leftfoot Entrepot! We love Adidas, Nike and all sorts of sneakers; so this is practically our store! Don't you think that they look gooood?

Shoes like:

This

And this!

Whoa- it seems like I just spent my time till around evening or so there? Time to close the day with a delightful dinner! Where else but at Billy Bombers? I'm a fanatic of that place! I love how the stores just brought back the feeling like we're back in the 80s of America. It's the best place to end a great day of shopping and chilling out with my mates!

I sound like a typical teenage girl, gushing over her favourite stores in her mall, but well- I AM a typical teenage girl, so what do you expect? I really hope you guys will have fun at The Cathay as well, and do tell me when you do! :)

xoxo.

p/s “Join The Cathay Facebook page (www.facebook.com/thecathay) to get updated with latest promos, events, contests & giveaways!”

after school

2010-02-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

this is insane. i can't believe how fast time is passing by me.
it's a month after my birthday.
so i'm sixteen for a month already.
it doesn't even feel that fast. gosh. i'm old already.

school's been seriously hectic. it's like one day i'm away from school & everything's just in a mess.
thank god there's still time to get things back in order.
gosh, recently i've been a mess.
probably it was due to the upcoming new year/valentine's!
i'm baking stuff for my close friends, stay tuned.

well- in the meantime. just to celebrate with myself, i managed to revive and redecorate my blog.
the italics in the quote up there must mean something, right? :D

wanna

2010-01-23T09:56:00.000+08:00

ohmygosh. i didn't realise how much time secondary 4 life would take up, and now i know.
it takes up all of my time.
i don't even have time to rest properly now.
and yeah, i've finally decided to drop biology.
now all i need is my parents' letter & with the principal's approval and i'm done.
the feeling is horrendous, like i'm letting someone down and closing many doors for my opportunities.
but it's not as if i'm gonna be some biologist when i grow up, i can barely ace that subject, so yeah. that was part of why i decided to drop.

ah- this whole thing is just no joke.
don't know how much longer i can last before i snap.

xx

wedding dress

2010-01-19T21:26:00.001+08:00

mister.

2010-01-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Taken from: http://z14.invisionfree.com/Quainte/index.php?showtopic=10664

Mynameis korea is a company exclusively hosting 'SS501 The 1st ASIA TOUR PERSONA in SEOUL ENCORE', which has reached an agreement with DSP for the convenience of enthusiasts in Asia.

We announce that the expense for the tour has been set after putting together the ideas of each nation's fans.

The website will be open as of January 15 at 13 :00 and we are looking forward to your enthusiastic participation to cheer SS501.

Chinese fans will probably need much time to be issued visas. So do it now!

Website : http://www.mynameiskorea.com/main/main.asp

Period for applications : January 16, 2010 ~ January 29, 2010

For further information, korea call 02-3406-6333
(available time : 9 a.m. ~ 6 p.m.)

It is with great pleasure that we announce 'SS501 The 1st ASIA TOUR PERSONA in SEOUL ENCORE TOUR'as follows.

¡ô Date : 7 p.m. Saturday, February 27, 2010
5 p.m. Sunday, February 28, 2010

¡ô Place : the 1st gymnasium in the Olympic Park.( gymnastics gymnasium)

¡ô Schedule : From Friday, February 26, 2010 to Monday, March 1, 2010

¡ô Period for applications : January 16, 2010 ~ January 29, 2010

¡ù Please refer to the below regarding the details and the application for the tour

1. China( the strating point : BEIJING, SHANGHAI )
¡ö The local travel agent : —î×ÓÂÃÐÐÉç
¡ö The person in charge: ÐìÖ¾Ñ×
¡ö The contact number: 021-6261-1255
¡ö Price: RMB6,500

2. HONGKONG
¡ö The local travel agent : ÉîÛÚÖÐÂÃ
¡ö The person in charge: ÖìÇÕÇÕ
¡ö The contact number: 0755)6162-5908
¡ö Price: HKD7,000

3.Singapore
¡ö The local travel agent : ÐÂ¼ÓÆÂ CTS
¡ö The person in charge: ÍõÃôÃô
¡ö The contact number: 65-6532-2538
¡ö Price: SGD1,700

4. TAIWAN
¡ö The local travel agent : ÐË°²ÂÃÐÐÉç
¡ö The person in charge: ³µÅà»ª
¡ö The contact number: 8862-2581-4548
¡ö Price: TWD30,000

5. Malaysia
¡ö The local travel agent : ÐÂÊÀ½çÂÃÓÎÓÐÏÞ¹«Ë¾
¡ö The person in charge: ±ÌË¹
¡ö The contact number: 604-657-9013/ mobile (phone): 012-4385823
¡ö Price: MYS4,000

(Encode in Chinese to read)

PACKAGE DETAILS
4D3N SS501 Fans Concert Schedule
Date: 2010.2.26(FRI)-03.01(SUN)

02.26 (FRI) Arrive in Seoul
Step on entry formalities and go back to Hotel
Accommodation: SUP Hotel

02.27 (THU) (includes lunch - Bibimbap)
Morning: free time
Noon: After having meal , we will go to the duty-free shop - international brands Duty Free Shopping
Evening : watch SS501 concert.
Go back to the Hotel after watching concert
Accommodation: SUP Hotel　

02.28 (SUN)
Morning : free time
Noon: After having a meal , we will go to the duty-free shop and visit the Korea Ginseng Store and go shoping at South Korea's well-known cosmetic store
Evening: watch SS501 concert
Go back to the Hotel after watching concert
Accommodation: SUP Hotel

03.01 (MON)
Departure from the hotel
Shopping at Korea native product store, then go to Korea's Incheon International Airport by car.

**Tour Package includes :
- 3 nights accommodation (Based on twin sharing)
- 1 day lunch
- 2 days concert ticket
- guide and bus service in a set for all of the 4 days schedule

I wanna go there so badly! Should I ask my mum or something? Does anyone wanna accompany me to Korea? :)

and so the story begins.

2010-01-04T16:34:00.001+08:00

i'm sixteen.

xoxo

making a lover

2010-01-02T20:35:00.000+08:00

2010.
the year's really here. i still remembered vaguely in 2007, when i was still a retarded-looking Secondary 1 student. i didn't know much about what Secondary school life was like, and i acted like i did.
i learnt so many things in that one year, that it was pretty hard to believe.
from the worst, to the best that i met my girlfriends.
i still remembered 4th January 2007, which was the first few days of school.
no one knew me and i don't know anyone. well- except for jiehao.
my birthday, and i acted like it was any other day. i don't know what to expect either.
so, i got home without any birthday wishes, other than joyce's (thank you!).
when i got home, my mum had a birthday cake out for me.
i was so touched, because she must have known that no one in school realised that it was my birthday.
thank you so so much, mummy. i will never forget that.

anyway, today went for celine jessandra.
blocking was.. disappointing. okay- to put it nicely, it was a waste of time, :)
and also i got my extensions out. all of them.
i was feeling like some stupid fake bitch, thus the decision.
yesterday was my birthday celebration with my family.
it was.. nothing much. like how a celebration should be.
i drank champagne. the end.
i spent new year's eve chatting online. particularly with larry and eugene (who invited me into this countdown conversation) and a bunch of other people. was pretty cool.
this year's gonna suck, real bad. xx

new beginnings

2010-01-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

happy new year.

xx

The painful tears from your heart, I am here to catch them all

2009-12-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

i've just spent my whole day at home, doing up my blog.
so what do you guys think of the new skin? man- i'm exhausted from dealing with the codes & stuff. though i do promise to start on my homework tomorrow. i hope.
i'll probably get some more english stuff done, and finish copying the chinese compositions.
leaving maths & sciences till the last minute. i bet everyone does that, haha.
but one thing's for sure. i really needa start on my homework.

twentyfifthdecember
it's christmas! went over to auntie christy's place in the evening. but before that, my family & i wanted to catch avatar / alvin & the chipmunks. but the tickets were all sold out.
so yes, change of plans. thus- we went roaming around orchard. more of to 313@Somerset.
i finally found hmv. and also found my Skullcandy headphones! Daddy got one for me for my Christmas cum birthday present. Thanks, Daddy!
After that, walked back towards Cineleisure to get our car towards auntie christy's place.
i loved the buffet there, the food was delicious.
when we were leaving, we even got some sort of gift exchange. but it was a pity that we had to leave early, and missed out on the games :(

twentysixthdecember
auntie nichole & friends are in town! got up early to head towards orchard for breakfast. auntie nichole's promised us to get our christmas presents today, and for me, my birthday present too! she was heading for sweden and italy soon, so she won't be here for my birthday. after breakfast, went towards ION (i know, again right?)
and i got my black headphones. yesterday's skullcandy was white. today's black. i feel like i'm keeping a collection of headphones or something. the only thing missing is my new iPod nano ♥ i can't wait for it! after that went to this spanish store or something, where they have super cute tees & hoodies. auntie nichole decided to buy us a tee each, us meaning me, my sisters & my mum. the things were pretty expensive :/ well, i didn't get to see the price tag beforehand!

twentyseventhdecember
got up early for our usual sunday tuition. walked towards mrs kumar's house & had tuition till 11.30pm, before getting back home and got out again towards orchard mandarin gallery for lunch. after that, walked around orchard & went to paragon. my mum and sister wanted to buy shoes, so i left them for muji.
i'm starting to fall in love with that store. got some school stuff, and i bought a stupid photo holder by accident.
i really thought it was a clear file.
anyway, took the car back home after that. and from then on, i was on the computer, searching and editing the skin. awesome, isn't it?

i've practically spent the whole week at orchard. sunday, tuesday, wednesday, saturday & sunday again. it's getting seriously boring.
we're heading out on tuesday for alvin & the chipmunks. i can't wait! :)
and yes, what am i doing now? watching 'thank you for raising me up' all over again.
oh hey look, before i go, i've found this beautiful lyrics translation of 'Find' by SS501.
the song's amazing. if you wanna listen to it, it's in my playlist at the bottom.

p/s i've decided to leave behind my current Livejournal account and get a new one. i'll be telling you guys what the new account is in the new year. it'll be friends-only, so if you're interested, get a Livejournal account and leave a comment!

Find - SS501

From me, from me too
It is changed sincere heart
I say “What should I do? What should I do?”
It is but a extremely faraway, a very faraway love
It is you whom my heart
Definitely can’t give up

I stand here, to find back your laughter
The painful tears from your heart
I am here to catch them all
I make a road that I will definitely not forget, your crystal-clear love
Because we will surely find, our love again

Without you, even without you
Will i be able to live well?
It is always the two of us even in the dream that dream..
Resemblance of you, the times that resembles you
It is the lingering love
That I definitely can’t give up

The empty love, even with the sadness burning in the chest
I will not be able to push you out from my heart
Because the imperfect me is insignificant
Until the falling tears
Submerge every single memories
For you are my love, I will surely find you

완 . 두 . 콩

2009-12-24T21:13:00.003+08:00

these few days have been pretty awesomely hectic for me.
my family doesn't usually do the huge christmas celebration stuff, so this year is something special.
so my celebrations started yesterday.
out around 12+ and headed over to somerset, more of 313 @ somerset.
that place was so cool to shop!

damn, the forever 21 shop rocks.

and so did the billabong.

too bad i didn't head over to the hmv there.

okay, more of that i couldn't find the shop. which was quite stupid of me.
perhaps i walked right past it and didn't realise.
anyway, after that went to roam centrepoint.
walked around and chilled at haagen-dazs before going over to swarvorski to get a birthday cake crystal for my parents for their 20th engagement anniversary! :)
after that, met with my godmum along with me & my sister at central orchard.
headed for wheelock place next.

bought little black dress books to keep myself occupied during school hours.

i'll probably get scolded by certain teachers again for heading in class, but again, i don't really care.
initially wanted to grab a buffet dinner at the shangri-la hotel / the mandarin hotel to celebrate my birthday in advance.
but in the end, the restaurants were fully booked so we just went to the jap & western fusion restaurant in wheelock place.
also went to the body shop & epicentre @ wheelock place AND @ ION to check out my ipod & headphones.
my godmum was so nice, 'cause there was no stock for ALL the ipods in ALL the colours, she decided to give me the money instead & i'll have to go down some day to buy my stuff.
i'll also drag either my parents / someone willing down with me again.

i wanna get my audiotechnica black headphones. and a white one too.

mine's screwed.
after that, went home.

but before that we had an extremely hilarious encounter with the stupid exit terminal.

it was funny, trust me.

since the previous two days were so exhausting, i crashed till 10am today before waking up & settling stuff.

breakfast, then headed out to the supermarket to get things for barbecue!
by the time i got home, it was already 1pm & with my crazy addiction to be on the computer, it was already evening and we had an awesome barbecue dinner!

i love christmas eves.
i might crash early tonight too, 'cause i gotta feeling that i just might be falling sick again soon & i really don't wanna be sick on my birthday. there's also another christmas party to attend tomorrow plus a housewarming party on saturday. man- sounds like a busy weekend for me! i'll need seriously loads of sleep. night, love. ♥

p/s if you've got the time, do scan through my playlist above and listen to 'green peas' by ss501. i know, the title sounds weird, it was supposed to be 완 . 두 . 콩 in korean. i guess they made some funny straight translation. it's a beautiful song, so just try listening to it! i'm sure you'll love it! :)

and every one of the promises that we made

2009-12-22T21:29:00.003+08:00

awesome day out today with...
...
...
singyee!

it's been so so long since i last seen her. i think it was like way before school ended. 'cause she was busy with her activities and stuff.. :/
but yeah! finally i get the chance to meet up with her before school reopens & i managed to remember to pass her the gifts i got for her from taiwan & korea! ♥

anyway, we went over to vivocity first, to catch new moon.
the movie was not bad, but the ending sucked. big time.
i can't believe the stupid ending.
...
whatever. we'll just wait another year for eclipse to come out then.
then after that we took the train to orchard ion.
p/s the foreign guys all looked so cute!
went over to muji, to get some school stuff. the pencil box, pens & ruler. plus a notebook for next year.
then over to etude house. got some stuff & back to prologue.
i got like, two folders, two books, one notebook from prologue.
the things were pretty cool.
after vivocity, trained back to sengkang.
i went to collect the pictures that we took from korea & back home.

man- that was the whole day. tomorrow gonna be out for shopping again, with godmum this time round. i promise to spend a little less, when i'm using my own money :)
haven't been sleeping well either. don't know why, i've been thinking alot lately.
chatting with singyee today cleared out some of my problems.
(it's great 'cause she always gives you positive advice.)
i love her so much for that.
oh right. i also promise to count my calories (more or less) from now onwards & i'm strictly restricting myself to 1000 calories per day. that's a little less for someone my age & height. but well, we'll see how things go!

and i need to start on my homework. seriously.

p/s i'm seriously curious about kim hyun joong's ex-girlfriend. and also- ss501 isn't coming to singapore for their tour anymore. that sucks.

note to self: grab this opportunity. who knows what'll happen? if you don't succeed, there's always another try. try talking to her & she'll probably understand. no one knows what might happen. fighting!

fuck it.

2009-12-21T15:36:00.002+08:00

i hate it seriously when people expects me to do everything well.
i'm not perfect, so give me a break.
my birthday's in exactly two weeks.
yay me.

adagio

2009-12-17T11:25:00.002+08:00

i feel horrible.

singapore's weather sucks like nobody's business.

so many things has been going on ever since i've returned from my awesome trip.

and my homework's still untouched & undone. that sucks.

and everything that i play on the piano now is irritating me. no idea why, but the sound just isn't what i thought of. probably 'cause it's an old piano.

oh right- we're gonna move too. soon. by june.

there are so many arrangements to be made and stuff.

yesterday was awesome with beast. they rock, no seriously.

i can't imagine mrs. kumar's without those guys. ♥

about a girl

2009-12-14T12:49:00.002+08:00

since i really can't get myself to do up some homework, i've decided to post up some pictures which i've edited! here are just a few from my korea trip!

at home, before the flight. we're all packed and waiting for the taxi.

at the national park. actually did some jump shots here, with all of my sisters. but i'm kinda lazy to edit & post it up. :)

taken in the ice gallery. it was freezing! but there were many many awesome sculptures there, even one that was a piano!

family photo! we're all dressed like koreans, haha.

my sister and i at the ladies street right before we headed for the airport. man, i wanna go back to that place!

what's up

2009-12-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

just a simple recap of my korea trip. since i seriously can't post my ~~awesome~~ pictures onto facebook. screw you, inferior networking site!

day 1
arrived at singapore changi airport at around 7+, checked in & off we head for korea! flight was very tiring & plane was horribly small. stupid headache, and thus can't sleep for the whole flight.

day 2
reached incheon airport in korea at 5am, korea time. (which also means 4am singapore time) half awake, feeling bad. had breakfast at mcdonalds. that's when i realised the stupid communication barrier between us and the people in korea. waited till 6.30am, then met up with the rest of the tour group & the tour guide. headed out towards the bus. the weather was -5 degree celsius. annnnd i was wearing only my gap sweatshirt & jeans. man, i was freezing the heck out. went to the palace museum and checked out some exhibits. still very, very cold. got to the MBC 大長今 set to check out the place. was pretty cool, 'cause we got to see where it was filmed, even though i never really did watched the show. after we got back onto the bus & headed for the spa greenland. amazing place. loved the hot springs. checked out the herb garden where i tried some tea, which was very minty but tasted.. relaxing or something. dinner then back to the hotel.

day 3
morning call at 6am. went to some mountain park where we were supposed to view the mountains. awesome scenery and took the group photo here! (gah, too bad i can't show you guys) there was also this hugeeeee statue of the buddha & also a hidden temple kinda thing there. then back onto the bus and headed for lunch then to the teddy bear farm! ♥ that's one place that i love the most. there were so so many teddy bears & i even got a big one for myself! the bears were so cute & i took so many pictures! lastly, to the fish market before heading for dinner and went to rent the ski stuff before going back to the hotel. p/s hot chocolate on a cold, winter day is delicious.

day 4
today's the worst. morning call at 5am. it was time to ski! had breakfast then headed down to the snow park where we got our skis & stuff. took quite a long time to get things settled before started on skiing. the slope was kinda tame, but i have no idea why i was going at this super fast speed. oh well. things happened. after we returned everything, went for our lunch before heading for lotte world! the theme park was amazing. though, the queues were killer. each ride takes around half an hour to queue. there were alot of teenagers there too, ~~and many cute guys~~! after lotte world, it ended up pretty late already so we headed for our dinner. which i guessed was some ginseng chicken thing. didn't liked it much. then back to the hotel.

day 5
today's the day of shopping. went to the ginseng place first where things costed a bomb. got some ginseng stuff, then next to the face shop! omg, that place is heaven. there were so so so many things to get! i swear, i'll fly over to korea again just to get to that place. bought so many things, and i didn't regret a bit. awesome place. after that was lunch. then went to the amethyst factory and also went to the ice gallery where we tried out carving our own ice cups! also went over to learn how to make kimchi and also to seven luck casino. since my sisters and i were too young to go into the casino, we went over to the hilton hotel, seoul which was the next building to get some bread. things were expensive there :( headed to some old street. pretty much tourists stuff there, though i did find a ss501 calendar there which i had to buy. then was dinner, which we ate korean bbq. delicious! finally, at night, went out to Dongdaemun Market which was really close to our hotel. shopped for bags & stuff. there was also this weird freaky guy. haha. back to hotel for our last night in korea!

day 6
we're finally leaving this interesting place. firstly to breakfast, where we got some more of gifts for our family and friends. then, towards this place where they sell wholesale local korean food products. then to Sinchon Ladies’ Street for more shopping! i feel so regretful for not being able to shop the whole of the street. i did get my pencil case from a really cool store there though! i wanna go back and shop through the streets throughly! there were so so many beautiful things there that i didn't get to see. also bought a red and black checkered vest which was THE SAME as kyujong's in intimate note 2! haha, i didn't know that until i came back to singapore and watched the show. finally, got to the airport & headed back to singapore.

ah, that's pretty much what happened in that six days. the trip was really.. interesting. i wanna go back to korea soon. probably i'll plan something to head over there with my friends next year after our o levels. p/s, i've embedded the video of kyujong wearing the same vest that i have below. haha. i feel like an obsessed idiot.

okay, so yeah. yesterday went for my cousin's wedding dinner! relatives who hadn't seen me in a long time said i had grown up and stuff, haha. some even said i looked like some korean star. no, seriously. really flattering, but it was like whoa. anyway, the wedding was.. technically boring. but still, it's a beautiful memory for the couple. also caught up with a few of my cousins whom i haven't talked to in a long long time. there was even a toast between cousins above 18. damn, why am i only 15? it seemed so fun :( well- i promise, by my next cousin's wedding, i'll be 18 or probably even older already. xx

obsessed

2009-12-12T17:46:00.001+08:00

stupid facebook uploader. i finally gave up uploading.
will try again when i find the time soon.

xoxo

i love you, not

2009-12-12T10:45:00.001+08:00

Please hold on for a moment while I upload my photos. There are 200+, so it's gonna take some time.

Dance lesson then cousin's wedding later, xoxo. I'll be back to post my pictures in around one and a half hours. xoxo

wasteland.

2009-12-06T09:05:00.002+08:00

leaving later at night.
there's still so so much for me to do! :(
yesterday went out with karen. first to orchard (where i got my gap sweatshirt & spongebob squarepants socks which i'll be wearing later on the airplane ♥)
then to celine jessandra for mtv lessons (love like this - ss501)
chemistry tuition's cancelled for today. since the teacher's sick.
ah- watched twilight last night on tv too. the last time i watched that was on my birthday in 2009. close to a year already, huh?

right- i can't believe i'm stupid enough to forget completely about chrome's birthday yesterday. zomg. i've even been role-playing her for a whole damn year.
how could i even forget? moreover, livejournal has been sending me all the notices about her birthday. and i can still forget. geee, belinda.
and and, happy 12th birthday to my younger sister! (p/s karen wishes you a happy birthday too! :])

when i get home, i promise to start on my homework.
things has been a little hectic for me recently, so i'll just get things settled out then start on what i'm supposed to do.
the next post will probably be after i come back with many many photos (hopefully).

xoxo, belinda

i'm your man

2009-12-03T15:12:00.001+08:00

i've been neglecting my blog lately.

leaving in 3 days.

and lols, it's not my birthday today.

wish me 'happy birthday' in a month and one day please :)

a song calling for you

2009-11-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

remember december

2009-11-28T20:09:00.002+08:00

this is so overdued. gah. i suck with datelines.

i thought that you'd be here by now

2009-11-27T10:52:00.003+08:00

i've been seriously exhausted for the past few days.

rushing here & there to get stuff ready for korea trip. it's in nine days.

i know, i know. nine days is alot of time.

but i didn't realise how many things there were to buy.

heading over to snow city on wednesday to refresh my memory on skiing.

please don't let me fall around like some idiot.

it's been like what, three years? whoa- that's the heck of a long time.

dance lesson at celine jessandra tomorrow with sister.

grandparents' coming back on sunday. yay us.

everything's gonna be in full-on mode from now onwards.

and p/s, those china people who got top for psle is causing me some stupid naggings from my parents. it's getting super irritating and frustrating.

thanks for waking me up

2009-11-24T21:36:00.001+08:00

omg, i adore ss501. they're all so cute!
i'm currently watching 'thanks for waking me up'.
and i'm laughing like some maniac.
you guys should really watch that too! ♥

never again

2009-11-23T08:51:00.002+08:00

i don't know. everything's seem to be in a mess recently.it's weird, isn't it? how everything turned out.

i think i'm just gonna work till i'm exhausted.

ss501's coming to singapore for their concert. i'll be there. for sure.

preferably front-row seats.

i'll see how i can persuade mummy & daddy.

requests post up at fridaydances. feel free to drop by there too. xoxo.

i just wanna sit and stare at you

2009-11-21T09:35:00.002+08:00

i don't even know what i'm doing anymore.
heading out with karen sister later.
i'll see if i can get more pictures then.

xx

songs like this.

2009-11-21T09:18:00.001+08:00

i'm so irritated with stupid flickr photographers. gah.
whatever. latest post up at cokeappeal.
you gotta join to view the entries!

you and me could write a bad romance

2009-11-19T17:22:00.002+08:00

i seriously love the lighting and pose for this photo of karen.
awesome, isn't it?
i wonder who's the photographer.
*winks*

and i want you to know

2009-11-19T17:15:00.004+08:00

cuiting! yay- i loved spending those 8 days with you, girl! you're so much fun! ♥

p/s 199 photos from Taiwan trip: HERE

thanks for the memories

2009-11-19T15:30:00.003+08:00

my favourite girl, karen sister! imy, babe! ♥

we four rocked the taiwan trip! ;) thanks for an amazing time, girls!

angelina! imy too, love! we shall go kboxing some day with those the two other girls above!

p/s i needa get some picture of me & cuiting together. it feels weird to leave her out. i shall get one posted asap! :D and these photos were taken from angelina's facebook. check out the other photos of the trip there too!

let the music play

2009-11-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling awfully bored. & i've got like a hundred pictures to post for my taiwan trip.

apparently i'm too lazy. oh well.

i'll find some time. soon enough.

i'll also be leaving for korea. on the 6th to the 11th.

miss me people!

and yay for ss501's love like this dance class! ;)

p/s i've been hearing of certain stalkers that have been stalking me. fyi, it's freaking me out. seriously.

don't needa worry

2009-11-17T21:05:00.001+08:00

oh yay! i love my new blogskin. who doesn't?
btw, i've made it so that there's only 3 posts per page. you snooze, you lose! ♥

i think i better catch some sleep too.

busy day tomorrow!

gonna follow mum around tour agencies since we're desperately looking for one.

probably to japan or korea this year.

i can't wait!

p/s check out my userinfo page! my lovely girlfriend & me! i loveee that picture.

because i'm stupid

2009-11-17T15:40:00.001+08:00

note to self;

graphics posts

~~sundaysecretss~~

cokeappeal

~~fridaydances~~

down

2009-11-17T10:57:00.001+08:00

oh right, if you haven't realised. i've switched back to blogger.

tumblr was screwing me up with the stupid tumblarity.

this seem so much more easier to handle.

i might just change to something else in time to come.

damn- i hate my boring, mundane life now.

it's time to start my studies, fixing those back on track and also getting myself settled back in.

these few days have been exhausting.

i've been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping.

like for 10+ hours a day. i don't know.

also, i've gotta get my posts back up on the icon communities.

things have been hectic now. and did i tell you?

i'm hopelessly in love. with jungmin.

p/s check out 'love like this' mv. he's that guy wearing that awesome sunglasses, leaning against the car. hot stuff! ;)

time of our lives

2009-11-17T10:17:00.001+08:00

i so wanna get back to taiwan!!! :(
i seriously miss the time i've spent with all my friends there, even if there was some bad times.
but still, meals with friends everyday & those awesome jokes that we had.

can i rewind time?

i'm positive that all of us that went for the trip missed those times as well. this is so unfair.

anyway, i'll be leaving for korea soon. in december. i think.

my parents are still settling the details with the tour agency.

either korea or taiwan (again).

the best memory that was left in my mind when i left taiwan was how amazingly cute the guys there were. (RIGHT, ANGELINA? :D)

and also the great shopping.

i miss it so badly.